NOT.
Okay. I don't think I would want to stay up late just to keep me guy friends entertained. I mean, they will have fun texting, MSN-ing and stuff but I'll get the back aches for sitting down for too long, and finger hurts for texting too much. And when I don't reply them, I'll be labelled 'sombong'. Tell me, what did I do wrong man? What the fish is this ah?
And what else do I get? Ignorance.
Lets not touch on that. Pretty f***ed up.
I was dead beat yesterday till the extent I forgotten there's practice today.
Alarm went off and sardine-ly turn it off. I was like, what the fish it's Saturday! Thanks to Dewi was calling me and yeah, I rushed to school after that. Missed fall-in & managed to tune and stuff. Thanks father for driving me to school (:
KCPs and St Hildans?, yeah, they came. Pressure, a little bit.
I think we did great today. Not much to say on the practice. Semua aku buat salah, kau je betol. After practice when for lunch with the clowns and gang and Azfar (: *chuckles* Pretty funny here and there. Head home with Qraisha after lunch. Had to go home cause brother's ciggs was in my bag and he needs to smoke badly -.-
That reminds me, I have best friend, girlfriend, guy friends, friend who smokes too. & I don't even know that they picked up the bad habit again. Hmms, am I a bad best/girl/friend? Or they just dont bother to tell me their dirty little secrets anymore?
HAH, try not to be bothered already..
Platypus shits.
I can't wait for tomorrow to come! Okay what the hell. But really, I can't wait! Hope to see the new faces or FACE again. Nak get to know. HAHAHA. Okay, ignore this part.
SYF is this Monday. I will be away from tomorrow afternoon onwards. I will be having camp in school and another rehearsal at SCH. Awesome or what? Pray hard my ulcers which grew like few days back don't pull me down. Ugh, it has been pulling me down. Let's not think too much about it, because the more you think about it, the more it'll jeopardise your confidence. In my theory la. Chey.
I really can't stand this. I don't see why I can't get in tune when years back this wasn't a major problem for me. I've been using the same mouthpiece same clarinet. Reed might be the problem but why is this so hard? I feel so pressurized for not being in tune with people, for certain notes. Clashing and have to drop jaw, open jaw, faster air speed, loosen grip, bite tighter for different notes. And my sound isn't as mellow as it used to be. I mean, I think my sound was so much controlled back then. Ugh. Persevere. After Monday, it will be one of the thing that will not be bothering me in my dreams. Seriously.
Art is another piece of shit that's bothering me. Maybe this third board, I'll hand in way after the due date. dah ah dah ah.
Packing for camp real soon. Alamak, no stockings.
Mati, tentu mati.
Dah bye.
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